”BTS” V confesses burnout at a time when he was worried about disbanding...There were times when he thought ”I have to get hurt” (Schita)

"BTS" V had an honest talk with SUGA. On the 11th, “BTS” Youtube channel “Bangtan TV” announced “Shuchita (Drunken Time with SUGA)”
'The 18th episode video has been released. V, who appeared as the last runner in ``Schita'' that day, said, ``I saw what the members were doing because I like them.Now it's my turn.''
When that came, I felt a burden and trembled at the thought of having to do it myself,'' he said, looking nervous. Regarding being the last runner in his solo career, he said, ``It really feels like a burden,'' but added, ``
If I didn't like it, I wouldn't have released it either. But I really liked it," he said confidently. Regarding BTS, V said, ``Even though the music we all want is different, there is a synergy.''
That's strange. But it would have been weird if we all had similar styles,'' and added, ``We met really well.'' SUGA said, ``When I tried solo this time, and when we were together, it was amazing.''
I can't imagine what he'll be able to do.''V expressed his anticipation, saying, ``I imagined the set list of solo songs would be amazing when I perform as an individual while performing in a group concert.''
And V chose the time when he was promoting ``Fake Love'' as the most difficult time. After receiving the award at the time, JIN said, ``At the beginning of this year, I was suffering emotionally. I was worried about disbanding.
, I would like to thank the members who have made up their minds,'' he said, with many tears in his eyes. Regarding this, V said, ``This is the first time I'm telling the fans, but what made you guys suffer so much around 2018?''
Ino? ``Because people don't know,'' he began. SUGA said, ``Of course we always do our best and work hard, but there are many moments when we feel burnout.''
, V empathized and said, ``People compare me because time passes by. I thought a lot about whether I was suffering more because my tempo was different from the members, and my thoughts were slower and different.''
When I look at the members next to me, they look like they're having fun, and they're good and perfect, so why am I the only one like this? I thought about it a lot. That kind of burnout was terrible," he recalled.
At that time, there were many great achievements such as billboards, but the members were wondering, ``What are the grades and why are they going through the trouble of making us think about them?''
That's what I thought. V said, ``I was in a situation where I thought that way, but it was really painful and I thought a lot that I didn't want to do anything for just one day.'' ``I'm full of negative and painful feelings, and in this state, everything is
There were times when it seemed like it wouldn't work, and I thought to myself, ``I have to get injured.'' But I had reached my limit, wanting to change myself.''
``Tear'' is also known as a song about breaking up with a lover, but it reminds me of the members who were worried about breaking up.
SUGA said that the song was written on the wall. SUGA said, ``At that time, we were talking about renewing our contract. Then, while I was writing 'Tear' with myself (SUGA), RM, and J-Hope, I asked the other members for a long time.
I sent him a text message," he confessed. V also said, ``I still remember. When JUNGKOOK and I listened to your story, we had a positive will again.''
I didn't think so, but when my brother sent it to me, it touched my heart and I was moved. These words gave me the opportunity to work hard again." V and SUGA are able to grow up healthy even though it was difficult, and the future of "BTS"
He drew cheers.