”LE SSERAFIM” SAKURA reveals her feelings under the pressure of ”having to look good”

As the "LE SSERAFIM" documentary is released, SAKURA (MIYAWAKI SAKURA) shared her honest thoughts after her debut.
On the 29th, the YouTube channel "HYBE LABELS" released "LE
Five documentaries about "SSERAFIM" were published. First,
- SAKURA shed tears in the third episode. SAKURA said, "I felt like I was fighting with another self inside of me. I had to do well and look cool. I wanted to show only my good side.
"I'm so scared that I have to keep going. I'm scared of stopping," she confessed. "I want to get better. If I can't, I'm afraid I'll lose all my fans."
I felt that way. I watched the comeback show with my fans at the cinema, and I was disappointed in myself because I was able to do well in practice but not in real life. I have to work harder.
I thought. I was disappointed and sorry too. I think I felt more sorry than anything. I really wanted to stand in front of my fans and cry, but I was in a situation where I had to laugh.
"It was hard for me," she said. SAKURA added, "I don't know why I chose to be an idol. It's not that I made the wrong choice by becoming an idol, but rather that it was the best thing I could do.
"I wondered if this was the kind of job I had to do. When I made a mistake or felt like I had reached my limit, I sometimes thought, wouldn't it be better for someone more qualified to do the job rather than me having to go out of my way to be an idol?"
In the next five documentaries, SAKURA said, "When I debuted, I thought that I could solve everything with hard work, and that if I just worked hard every day, everything would go well.
"I've been struggling lately, and I've felt like I've lost sight of my goal," he said. "I want to have a dream so big that no one thinks it's possible. Even if I try my best until the end, I might not be able to achieve it.
However, I am happy that the members were able to do their best with such a dream, and it will be a precious time for me."
The documentary for "SSERAFIM" covers the one-year period from stage practice at the end of 2022 to the release of the third mini-album "EASY" in 2024.
LE SSERAFIM is scheduled to make a comeback at the end of next month.