[Full text] N (Cha Ha-kyung)'s return to VIXX for the first time in 4 years is a failure... ”I'm sorry for letting you down again.”

VIXX's N (Cha Ha-kyung) has decided not to participate in VIXX's activities, which will be their first comeback in four years.
On the 5th, N posted a long letter through the VIXX Official Fan Cafe. N said, ``I am
He expressed his regret for not being able to participate in the group activities and say hello on the VIXX stage. My heart felt heavy until I brought this up today. Frequent sending
"This is because I know the feelings and burdens of Byulpi (fandom name) through the letters and messages you sent me."
He went on to say, ``The fans are suffering from waiting without a promise, and now,''
I often felt that I was putting a burden on the members who protect VIXX.'' He continued, ``I talked and consulted with the members for a long time, but in the end, I decided that this activity would be a burden to the members who protect VIXX.''
I am sorry that I will no longer be able to be with you as the leader of the group, and that I will once again disappoint the fans who had high expectations."
At the same time, he said, ``I would like to express my gratitude to my Byeolpis, who may have had a hard time because of me, who still accept me as the eldest brother of VIXX.''
I sincerely thank Tae-geun (Leo), Jae-hwan (Ken), and Hyuk for their troubles, and I feel very sorry for them.Although I will not be able to work with them on this album, this will be written in a new way.
I hope that VIXX and Byulpi's memories will be beautifully recorded, and I will support them with all my heart."
N said, ``I filled my 20s with VIXX, and before I knew it, I was in my 30s.
Even now, I will do my best to repay the favor in a good way without forgetting that my roots are VIXX." N debuted with "VIXX" in 2012.
In April 2018, he finished his 3rd full album ``EAUDE VIX'' and has been focusing on his acting career. “VIXX” has recently been recruiting official fan clubs and has teased active activities, but
His non-participation left a huge impression on me. Meanwhile, N is currently appearing on the tvN Saturday and Sunday TV series ``Desert Island Diva''. ▼Full text of N's fan cafe post below
To Byulpi and the others, I hesitated for a while because I was very vague and couldn't write well, but I mustered up the courage to try.
I would like to express my regret for not being able to participate in this album's activities and say hello on VIXX's stage.
My heart was very heavy until I brought up this topic today. This is because I know Byulpi's feelings and burdens through the letters and messages he often sends me.
The fans are suffering from waiting without a promise, and I wonder if it is also putting a strain on the members who are currently protecting VIXX.
There were many thoughts like that. We talked and consulted with the members for a long time, but in the end we were unable to participate in this activity together as the leader of VIXX.
We apologize for disappointing our customers once again. My Byulpis, who may have suffered in the past because of me, will continue to recognize me as the eldest brother of VIXX and will continue to suffer together.
I sincerely thank and apologize to Tae Geun (Leo), Jae Hwan (Ken), and Hyuk, who will be working together for this album, but I will not be able to work with them on this album.
I will support you with all my heart and hope that Byulpi's memories will be beautifully recorded. I filled my 20s with "VIXX" and before I knew it, I was in my 30s.
Even now, I will do my best to repay the favor in a good way, without forgetting that my roots are VIXX. Thank you for everything, I appreciate it. From Cha Ha Kyung