G-DRAGON (BIGBANG) indirectly mentions drug affair... ”I almost thought about doing something dangerous”

G-DRAGON of the Korean group "BIGBANG" spoke frankly about his thoughts on all the allegations.
G-DRAGON appeared as a guest on "ON THE BLOCK". On this day, MC Yu Jae Suk said, "After 'CROOKED', we stopped releasing albums.
When asked, G-DRAGON replied, "It must have been shortly after the release of 'CROOKED.' I was not yet 30 at the time."
I became a trainee at that age, debuted at 19, and joined the army. I spent 11 years as a trainee and 15 years as GD, and I think I've lived as Kwon Jiyeon (real name) for 4-15 years.
"It was five years. Otherwise I would have been a trainee, or I would have been GD," he said. "I didn't know who I was. When I look back on myself, I started this job because I loved it, and I was doing the job I loved.
Even though I was there and was being supported, I wondered, "Am I happy? I should be happy. There's no way I'm not happy." I feel like I've never left my workroom. Where did I go?
"I didn't know what to do, and even if I went out, I wouldn't know anyone, and everything was solved in my workroom, so the world was here," he recalled.
G-DRAGON also said, "I feel a little full of complaints about how hard things are. I couldn't rely on anyone. It makes me feel bad, but
I can't express it, so I have to say that there is nothing wrong on the surface, but there is festering inside." He also said that he had been holding events until two days before his enlistment, and that he was scheduled to hold a "world tour
The question I asked the most was, 'Where am I?' When I woke up, three days had passed and the staff told me I was in a neighboring country. I think it must have been hard to keep my sanity."
With this in mind, he released the album "Kwon Jiyeon" before enlisting. G-DRAGON also spoke about his feelings regarding all the suspicions.
In 2011, he was questioned by the prosecutor's office on suspicion of smoking drugs. At the time, he explained that he had inhaled them without realizing they were drugs. In October last year, he was arrested on suspicion of violating the Narcotics Control Law.
G-DRAGON said, "I tried to solve the problem as much as I could, but I was unable to find an answer.
"There were times when I felt like I was being pushed into a corner of the room," he said. "I shouldn't think of the corner as a corner, but rather that there was space behind me, but at that time, I felt like I was being pushed into a corner and squeezed.
I couldn't go anywhere, there was a wall behind me, and I was so mentally exhausted that I started thinking about doing something dangerous," she said.
But I didn't want to go through the same hell again like before. Up until now I'd tried to win, but now I'm going to lose. I'm not going out of my way to win."