Even if you have dreams and ideals, reality doesn't always work that way. At night, when you're alone, a wave of loneliness suddenly comes over you and you feel helpless and miserable. In the busyness of everyday life, your mind wanders off somewhere.
I feel like I am living my life to the fullest every day. But there are times when I can't live my life well.
"I Don't Want to Die, I Just Don't Want to Live Like This" is a book filled with words of gentle sympathy for anyone who has ever felt this way.
Wanting to die = Being scared to live your life Living is not an easy thing. That is why we often think, "I'm going to live like this."
If that's the case, I want to die." But if you look a little deeper into your heart and change your thoughts just a little, you'll realize that you don't really want to die.
You may realize that you just don't want to live like this. There are two sides to the heart, even the person himself doesn't realize.
What we're really afraid of isn't "death" but "the moment when we can no longer love our own life"
Even if you feel like you don't want to live every day, if there is still a faint spark of the desire to live in the back of your mind, don't let that fire go out.
But it's proof that we hope for a better tomorrow. <From the prologue> The author, whose debut work "I'm at home but I want to go home" (&books/Tatsumi Publishing) resonated with many readers and became a hot topic.
In this book, Wong Rabin writes about his feelings and thoughts from his late 20s to the present. He talks about the gap between his ideal self and reality, feelings of loneliness, relationships with others, love and separation from partners, and everyday life.
Living each day to the fullest brings with it the struggles and worries that come with it, and the effort to love yourself in the midst of all of that. Rabin's honest words speak to those who, while living their daily lives in the same way, sometimes struggle and seek happiness.
It resonates with us. Chapter 1 Until "It's ok" becomes "It's really ok" "It's ok" "It's okay"
"I've been eating well and sleeping well lately."
That's why people tell lies like this, because they don't want to worry their loved ones and they want them to feel reassured.
But even if I change the way I talk, my voice still gives me away. I'm not in the mood, I'm not eating properly, and I'm not sleeping properly.
The one you love knows. Because you love them. If you love them, you notice even the smallest changes in them. You don't ask any more than that, but write them a letter expressing your feelings or send them something that makes you feel good.
Sometimes we nag endlessly, and other times we remain silent, because we are considerate and loving. Three lies that are easily spotted by loved ones. <From "Three Lies">
Chapter 2 Hoping for the day I can cry again They say that longing is an emotion that arises from happy memories. But if you find yourself missing even the moments that weren't happy, that's on your own.
You loved every moment and were happy without even realizing it. If there are many moments that you miss, then you have lived a good life.
Proof that you have gritted your teeth, endured, and lived your life to the fullest.
When I try to grab you, you slip through my fingers.
If you try to hug it, it will disappear between your arms.
There was a time when I held on to you so tightly, not wanting you to let go.
But only a few drops spill and wet the area where they fall.
Over time, even that has evaporated. No matter how hard I try, I can't grasp it.
But that doesn't mean I can hug her. My thinking was wrong in the first place.
You belonged to no one, you were completely you. (From "I thought you were mine, but I was wrong")
Chapter 4: The love that is coming to meet me When a love affair ends, I feel like I have lost myself. I feel like I have lost my memory of what the meaning of life is, what happiness is,
But when I think back to before I met that person, I was okay. It's not someone else who can bring me back to being okay.
Time doesn't heal pain. Instead of crouching down like a broken person, face your inner self and
Just build yourself up again. From the foot former, slowly. Love and separation are not a competition, so there is no shortcut to regaining your heart. [Author profile] Kwon Rabin
There are people who live in my writing. People for whom a single moment is engraved forever. Even if I can no longer ask about their safety, I still remember them in their written words.
And that moment remains frozen. Those people are my past, present, and future.
@pm_rabin Yuka Kuwabata (translator) Translator and writer. Graduated from Waseda University's School of Letters, Arts and Sciences. From 1994 to 2001, she studied in South Korea for three years, studying at Yonsei University Language Institute and Seoul University's Department of Political Science.
After serving as director of the TV show "Station," he became independent. He writes movie reviews and interviews with K-POP artists for various media. His translations include "I want to go home even though I'm at home" and "I want to support you."
Someone Who is There, Each Behind the Scenes (published by our company), 100 Best Korean Films (Kuon), Reading BTS (Kashiwa Shobo), The Diary of a Successful Otaku (Subarusha), and supervised translation of Beyond
THE STORY: 10-YEAR RECORD OF BTS" (Shinchosha), etc. Jeong Oh (illustration) Born in Seoul, South Korea. While working at a company, he is also an illustrator and graphic designer.
I am a visual designer. For me, painting is like lighting a fire in my heart. I hope to spend each day with a positive attitude and continue to paint pictures that will inspire dreams in many people.
[Book information] Title: I don't want to die, I just don't want to live like this Author: Kwon Rabin Published: February 5, 2025
Format and number of pages: 46-size variant / 192 pages Publisher: &books (Tatsumi Publishing) AMAZON
https://www.amazon.co.jp//dp/4777832236 Rakuten Books
https://books.rakuten.co.jp/rb/18110111/?msockid=28f7cf1bf048674023dedbc1f13266c6
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