BoA, after apologizing for ”Drunk LIVE STREAMaffair”... First confession of her feelings: ”Tough time in my private life”

Singer BoA has revealed her feelings after a drunken LIVE STREAMaffair with entertainer Jun Hyun Moo. BoA posted on the fan communication platform W on the 15th (today).
She wrote a long message to Everse. She said, "Over the past few years, I have experienced difficult times both at work and in my personal life. Despite this, I have tried to do the best I can.
"I believed I had done my best and run through it," he said, "but I've come to realize that the way I run through it might be unpleasant for some people."
She continued, "Recently, I have believed that if I just do what I'm told to do, things will get better. But the world has changed, and I've changed, and those changes
"I was so surprised that I couldn't stand in the seats because the crowds were so large that I couldn't count the number of times I wondered, 'Are these the seats where I'm standing?'"
"The reason I couldn't do it was because I felt like my life would crumble up without music," she said. "It felt like it would crumble and crumble and I'd never be able to get back up again.
"Even in these difficult moments, there was music with you all," he said, expressing his gratitude to his fans, saying, "I'm truly grateful to all of you who always believe in me, worry about me, and quietly support me."
On the 5th of this month, during a live stream with Jun Hyun Moo, BoA made some rude remarks towards female comedian Narae Park and immediately apologized.
Narae Park also appeared on MBC variety show "I Live Alone" and talked about how BoA had apologized to her directly, saying, "BoA contacted me.
He seemed very apologetic. So I said, "That's very interesting. I understand everything," and ended the discussion.