”I really loved the stage”... Hee-chul (SUPER JUNIOR) shares his thoughts on the ”SUPER SHOW 10” Seoul performance

Kim Hee-chul of the Korean group "SUPER JUNIOR" revealed his indescribable feelings after standing on stage as a "SUPER JUNIOR" member for the first time in a while.
On the 25th of this month, Hee-chul left a long message on his YouTube community, saying, "We've finished the Korean performance of 'SUPER SHOW'. I'm feeling overworked and sore muscles, but also happy pain."
"I've grown to be a better person," he said, expressing his feelings by saying, "I realized that I love and cherish the stage so much." Looking back at the past, Hee-chul recalled the situation 10 years ago.
"I was at a level where I was even exempted from the reserve force. When I went to the hospital, I was diagnosed with 'the possibility that I might not be able to walk at all' and 'I won't be able to fly for long periods of time.'"
The road was chaotic, and I ended up going home in denial of reality,” he recalled. He also confessed that his face and body were out of proportion and he was mentally unstable. He said, “If I was going to do it half-heartedly, I should have done it from the beginning.
He thought, "It's better to be away from the stage," and whenever he saw his friends standing together, he felt a surge of nostalgia and regret, and had to purposely look away.
He then said, "I was a kid who didn't like being a singer or being on stage. I rationalized that entertainment was my path, and I didn't do it because I didn't like it, not because I couldn't do it because I injured my leg.
"I lied to myself, telling myself that I didn't have any," he said, frankly revealing how he had comforted himself in this way in the past. "Almost everything has disappeared, but the small mental illness that still remains is...
"I believe that once I go on the 'SUPER SHOW' tour, I will naturally feel healed," he concluded his statement with his characteristically positive attitude.
Earlier this year, Hee-chul announced on a TV program that he had been diagnosed with a grade 4 physical disability after a traffic accident.
Meanwhile, Super Junior will be holding a tour to celebrate their 20th anniversary since their debut at the KSPO Dome in Olympic Park, Seoul from the 22nd to the 24th of this month.
Ah, they held "SUPER SHOW 10" and spent meaningful time with their fans.